Mind Your Own Bussiness yer!

assalamualaikum..
aku na menyatakn  ketidakpuasan hati aku kat cini..
seriousely la kan...
knapa dia menegur aku cm 2??
out of blue!!
wah3..
sedapnya hati menegur ya..
i know who you are..
i know what is your point..
i know u just wanna give me advice BUT not in a gOOd way!
u r supposed come n tell me by your own self..
in that way,i'm not gonna misunderstood u...
suka hati la aku na buat apa..
klu xsia2 la aku tergedik2 cover kaki aku..
aku tau aurat aku..
im NOT that stupid!
sila faham ye..
its not like i naik moto every day!!
standby pki seluar??
no way!!
panas terik 2...
apa2 pun..
thanks sbb menegur sbb aku tau u still care about me..
laen kali bgtau aku dpn2...
xde la aku na mrh sbb aku tau utk kebaikan aku..
tapi bila da guna org tengah,kita sbgi seorang manusia akn terpikir,
knapa dia menyibuk na ckp cm 2??
ada aku kacau hidup dia ka??
tp oleh kerana aku dah cool down skarang..
i wanna apologize sbb mengatakn apa2 yg tertera diatas..
hope my apology accepted..

Dah la balik2 lps study physic kna marah ngan ayah..
nana,knapa kau slalu balik lmbt nie??
dlu mama xbwk kreta xde la pulak kau na balik lambat!

maka dalam hati aku ckp,
'klu dah balik lmbt sbb study kna marah,xstudy kna marah..
then na wat cmne??org dah bg penyelesaian bg mama ayh senang tp xbagi.."
maka bila aku sampai umah aku bebai teruk..
im out off m00d ..

p/s:nasib baek ada coklat penenang hati yg caca merba ini..
      ayah,sorry sbb bebai ter0k..

assalamualaikum :)
hari nie cuti Maulidur Rasul....
mls na wat hw la...
mlm tuisyen lak..
bertambah2 malas la...
dah la muz xpegy ari nie..


ari nie aku ta mintak pun na guna com..
haha
tp ayah bg..
agaknya sbb aku kna mrh td kot...
KESAHH..

p/s:tgh sedey nie...
undefined feeling!

why i dont like cry

assalamualaikum..
once again,there is a misunderstanding with my mom..(gado ngan fozan gak..xcol lagi smpi skrg)
m'bka pekung di dada?
maybe,but i guess not..
i am a daughter,sister n a friend..
as a human being,i'm not perfect
and i dun even want to be perfect!


if i am agood daughter,sis or friend..
why i not try to be nice to them??
i wish to be solehah but i still not reach that limit yet..
it is hard to me to forgive n forgiven
hard to me to forget all the stupid momories in my mind..
and b'coz of that,
hard to me to say 'sorry'..


every second is preciouse..
because each second past,it makes my heart hard like a rock
trust me....
ask someone that knows me since primary school..
i have changed a lot!
why?
because i cried a lot and i've been hurt to0 many times..
and i learned fr0m experience..


there is time when i feel like i dun wanna live
im tired(this is not a suicide letter ok??)
i need to muhasabah diri..
may HE show me the right path..
to be solehah servant..


sometimes,
i feel like wanna escapes n go whereever i want
but i have no guts to do that..
i love my daddy n my mom..n my siblings to..
i dun wanna menconteng arang)muka  parents aku..
i really3 love them but i dun feel their love..
i feel my daddy love but others??
i know my mom love me..
because i'm the spoilest daughter she ever had :p
but,
why am i the only one have to through this stupid psycological mind whatsoever la!

dun worry mama..
i'll leave the house...(pegy u bkn lari umah ok)
as soon as possible..
i'ii try to be agood daughter for you..
i'ii make u proud..
INSYA ALLAH..


p/s:sorry to everyone terutama yg pernah kecik ati ngan aku..


 :(