Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Predictian bout my future

assalamualaikum..
hye guys..
i dunno y but i kinda sad..
i can't fine a word that can describes my feeling now..

when i was wasing my dishes..
aku tetiba teringat smthn..
almaklumlah..
anak2 mmg bnyk story..

one upon da tyme,
aku tgh menyembang ngan mk aku..
ayh aku tgh cadang na bli kreta baru sbb kreta skrg nie slalu rosak..
ari 2 rosak smpi beribu..
that tyme ayh berbelah bagi na bli ke x sbb ayh mls nak berhutang byr kreta
smpi 7 8 tahun..
kreta skrg nie dah abis bayar..
kebetulan mama nak wat kabinet dapur..
hurm..owg melayu..
bla dah ada custumor kena la pndi na berniaga..
ini x..
mama n ayh lak nak cri dia..
tggu dia..
bla p kdi dia,dia xda plak..
even xcall lgsg nk maklum apa2..
sbb 2 melayu ssh nak berjaya!
(bkn nak mengata tp e2 hakikatnya)

so,mak aku decided nak cancel aje..
aku ckp kat mama..
"cri la org lain..kan bnyk.kita cri kat pekan.."
then mama ckp "xpyh la nana..ayah kau 2 tgh risau"
"asal lak?"
"bla bla bla bla bla bla"(smthn yg personal dan xperlulah diceritakan)

sambungannya...
ayh kau ada jumpa ngan ulama terkenal nie..
ulama 2 kata n_z_(tempat keje bapak aku)
n_z_ mungkin hidup 2 tahun je lagi...
"huh??then?apajadi lps 2?"(dengan terkezutnya!!)
"ntah la nana..xtau la..muflis ke apa..mama pun x tahu..bla bla bla bla"

haha..(apasal aku gelak??citer sedey nie..)
seriousely..
aku sangat takut..
aku takut vision ulama 2 btl..
what if bapak aku xde keja..?
n mak aku kata maybe kmi kena pndh kat mn2..
jual umah skrg nie..
aku xnak!!
aku pkr..
what about my friends here?my school?
n the biggest nightmare is 2 years later...
maybe aku msk kolej,u,poli or whatever..
bnyk duit nk gna...

ya Allah..aku bkn percaya 100% ulama 2 ckp but u know,
certain people mmg ley tgk masa depan..

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4 comments:

  1. izzati bashirNovember 23, 2010 at 7:50 AM

    salam.nana,sabar la weyh.
    dats wat do we call as ujian.
    just like me ryte now,facing difficulties.
    ak jea xcta kt hg.ak pon ad mslah cm2 gak.
    its hard u know bla da biasa org bg gaji sblan kt8smbln rbu,them blk kdah nk bina life
    its hard.ak tgah rasa,

    ak hope,hg doa bnyak2 so that thngs gonna be okayh tu.i'll pray it 4 u too dear.
    insha allahdats y we need to stdy hard so that dpt ptptn'scglrshp.dpt krgkan beban dorg.
    may allah bless u dear.

    saranghae++

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  2. me.lurve.teddy.bearNovember 23, 2010 at 7:57 AM

    wasalam..
    thank u syg..
    u can story mory kat aku if u trust me dear..
    luv u..
    xoxo..
    pray 4 me kay!

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  3. muhd muhsinNovember 24, 2010 at 5:48 AM

    1 more feeling entry..

    JUST A FEELING..

    berdoa byk2..okey???
    oh ya..aq ada 1 petua..
    Surah Al-Waqiah..surah ni utk murahkan rezeki..
    bacalah..walaupun 96 ayat..trust me..ayat dia senang2..selalu sgt kita baca..

    cheer up, my dear!

    ^_____^

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  4. me.lurve.teddy.bearNovember 24, 2010 at 9:10 PM

    thamk u muhsin!!
    ^~^

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